Current mood: Sad.

Am still considering about your feelings and the way you will look at me even I don't think it's my fault. Still, I am wondering ' maybe I am wrong?' So tiring. You affect my life, my daily routine. How I wish I could be like you. Free and easy even when things go wrong. So confused.

Reflection [ I NEED SOME COMMENTS ]

Everyone will have times where they are busy. But this isn't an excuse for one to ignore their loved ones especially when they need extra care. It isn't what a late sms can cover up. Worse thing is to ' I did care what. I asked you whether you were all right ', 1 hr++ after knowing something was wrong with their loved ones. [Asking if you were all right is a big deal?]

What's wrong? What's busy? When someone is feeling sad? Don't this people even feel guilty for not caring? I really have no idea is that due to me, being too selfish or what. But what's this? I really don't understand. Work's more impt? Sad emotions can be kept till the other party is free? OR to make their loved ones stronger? Let them get use to keeping everything to themselves?

Life is so strange....

I really miss my 2 besties but then it seem like i will never have time to ask them out =.="
Even if I have, I will feel kinda 'zzz' when we confirmed that we are meeting. -.-
I guess I am really too not sociable. Really sick man. When I am too use to a particular environment and people around me, I hate changes. I must force myself man.

One more thing. I realised recently that I am starting to get use to my lovely boy's way of behaving. Although many times, I still get sensitive but then it seem to be changing. Seems like everything's getting better. >< He's really irritating sometimes and I mean it. REALLY! But just these few days, I realised that when I get irritated, it's either I recover after awhile or immediately. More to come seriously. Hehehehe. I am happy! And and and.... I love 'irritating'

Cheese. I am so stupid =.=" I received a sms that labs & tuts are gonna be cancelled. I was super happy because school for this week's gonna be short. Then just today, I realised that I missed out the module code right at the start of the sms. Which means only tuts & labs of that particular module is cancelled only =.=" I am so disappointed now. zzz. I was excitied for school just few days back. This is true man ' 期望越大失望越大 ' Hope that I can get rid of this feeling soon man.

School's going to reopen! WOOooohooo~ Kind of miss school/studying actually.
But when school reopens......................

1. Lesser time with baby is a big big thing ): T.T so sad ): Hopefully, things will go fine. It WILL definitely be!
2. Lesser sleeping time. =.=

So far. I only know that next sem, we will studying Organic Chem, Biomed chem? and German Language! Teehee. Kind of fun. I must have motivation man. HMMM!

BABY! We must strive hard & get good results!

The song I wanted to share all this while.

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"I'd Rather"

I thought sometime alone
was what we really needed
you said this time would hurt more than it helps
but I couldn't see that
I thought it was the end
of a beautiful story
and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone (alone)
and I tried to find
out if this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoo-oo-oo-oo yeah

And then I met someone
and thought she could replace you
we got a long just fine
we wasted time because she was not you
we had a lot of fun
though we knew we were faking
love was not impressed with our connection built on lies, all lies
so I'm here cause I found this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
who holds my heart

I can't blame you if you turn away from me, like I've done you,
I can only prove the things I say with time,
please be mine,

I'd rather have bad times with (please be mine) you,
than good times with someone else (I know)
I'd rather be beside you in a storm (anytime),
than safe and warm by myself (so sure baby)
I'd rather have hard times to gether,
than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart (my heart)

I'd rather have bad times with you (surely),
than good times with someone else (surely)
I'd rather be beside you in a storm (oh yeah),
than safe and warm by myself (all by myself)
I'd rather have hard times together,
than to have it easy apart (you know it)
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart

I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoooo.....who holds my heart

4th Month(:

I love the way everything is now >< So peaceful. Love mummy, ah ma my whole whole family.
One more! Of course, my baby >< Today's our forth month and as usual, it was simple yet sweet(:
Although many things happened few days back, I swear that I still love you as much as ever and I know you do too(: I will never want to let you go baby(: We must and we will be able to persevere through all those difficulties! GAMBATTE? CORRECT? LOL. Muacks><

Today: -Went to school to help Mr Seah.
- Baby then fetched from school><
- Went to Tampines S11 for lunch. (Super hungry =.=" & had cramps cum gastric?)
- Then headed to library but there were no seats left.
- Went to baby house & I napped while baby did his assignment. (Wanted to accompany him & read my book but then was too tired. Slept for 6 hrs ytd =.=)
- Mum called & I decided to go back for dinner as baby's going for a chalet.
(Ah ma asked mummy to call & ask whether JingHeng wants to come for dinner not,
So my dear JingHeng has no choice but to come :D)
- And now, he's currently at the chalet & I'm at HOME! ><

Last but not least....... I really hope that you can finish your assignments without much difficulties(:

SUCK

I don't feel like seeing my mum tomorrow! HELP ME!
I don't want to see her
I don't want to talk to her
SHIT!
All the fuck is going to happen again!
I am so tired
I hate it
FUCK!
Irritating!

Baby's going to school soon ):

So sad. Hols just started & baby's going to start school soon ): I'll miss him like damn fuck ):
So sad so sad so sad T.T
Planned to spend my whole of this week with him but then he got to work on Thurs and actually, has this party to attend on Fri, as for Sat, he had orientation. So gave manager these 3 dates for work schedule. Got Thurs & Fri. 12pm-6pm & 11am-6pm. Thurs is so zzz la -.- He is working from 5pm-11pm? And shit. I can't even accompany him for dinner. =.=

It's been so long since I blogged. Two new nice things to blog about. One's on Monday & one today [ or considered ytd because now is 12:24am. ]

Monday:
# Planned to meet baby at 9 or 10? LOL! Forgotten.
# Went for breakfast at old kallang airport, still wondering where to go next.
# Decided to bring Sammi [ his dog ] out to pasir ris farm gai gai. [ It's her BD the next day ]
# Bought her a cake from caltex petrol kiosk as the day after is her BD.
# YueLiang called......................................................
# Went prawning in the end, at pasir ris farm ><
# As I didn't really know how to prawn, we only paid for 2 person.

Was super fun luh. The satisfaction is.....WOOOO! YueLiang got a new prawning coach xD Who he thinks, looks like Andy Lau. Lau his shit ah! LOL! That so called ' Andy Lau took YueLiang's rod for like 1/2hr & didn't even catch a shit. LMAO! Then soon after his coach came, baby got his too. lol. He asked *frowning* '' Eh boy, you know how to prawn not huh?'' LOL! Although it is kind os insulting, his is still better than that 'Andy Lau'. lol. In the end, we caught about 43 prawns. I think I caught like 8? Or lesser? I don't know. haha. But was happy man. haha. Went home after the 4 hrs is up. That's about 11 plus?

Yesterday:
# Went to pick up my new passport at ICA.
# Mrt-ed to baby's house. # Called mac delivery.
# Rotted [ most of the time sleeping ] at baby's house><
# Dinner at my house!

Today:
# Planned to meet at 9am but couldn't wake up. In the end, met at 10am. [ wanted to meet for breakfast. Went to kallang leisure, went to arcade for basketball first before going for lunch cum breakfast at Japanese Restaurant. When we escalator-ed up and when we saw the Jap Rest, we both didn't have the appetite. lol. ]
# As JiaZhen & YueLiang didn't pick up the call, we both decided to either bring Sammi out or rot at home.
# Before going, we went to cold's storage to stock up food for his house, in case we get hungry.
# Finally, YueLiang called. HEHEHE~ My majong plan. ^^
# Went to my house while waiting for those 2 guys to finish preparing.
# Went to Katong Aston for lunch? High Tea? then headed to baby's house for MAJONG!

JiaZhen lost quite a lot at first & loaned some money from YueLiang. YueLiang won quite a lot at first too. He makes people very nervous & excited man. My heart is like pounding super fast whenever he starts all his crap. People who played majong with me before. hahaha. Surprise! I did 'Qing Yi Se' >< So happy! JiaZhen! LOL! He kept winning those that worth a lot of money de & don't even know. LOL! Anyway, the big winner is Tan YueLiang followed by JiaZhen [ HE SPOILED MY BAN SE!!! That was a super damn close one! SHIT! If I didn't throw my ' 6 tong ', I wouldn't have zhi mo-ed!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH! Kam Lan me! ] I lost $1.60 ): Baby is the big loser ): But anyway, he won quite a lot the other day. CHEERS!

Hope that the next few days before baby starts school, mum will not kpkb. hmmm.
Really hope that I can spend more time with him before he starts school.
But I guess, that will make me miss him & get more & more not use to the life without him ):

I love talking to friends advice. How am I going to stop this habit -.-""" This is stupid.
Especially when I can't get things through. Am I being too selfish?
I find myself very selfish at times. I seem to just want my way. I don't have my own character. What am I for? I have got so damn lots of questions man. Hmmm...

Baby's 21st Birthday :D [17th Aug '09]

It was a day where most people will make it BIG. Actually wanted to but didn't due to some stupid reasons. Nvm.

Tried to plan everything but I guess it was still a failure ):
Woke up by mummy's phone call yesterday. Thank god. Think he knew I fell asleep while setting alarm again :D Took a cab down to ParkRoyal to put the cake first then train-ed down to baby's house. Lazed there till about 2 then we headed off to Kallang Leisure. Goodness. Planned to surprise him. Wanted to bring him for ice skating and he is so damn smart to guess it. Ahhhh. I'm a failure. Another failure. I didn't plan for lunch =.="

Left Kallang Leisure at 6.40 and headed to ParkRoyal for dinner. He guessed it right again while driving. ARGH!!!!! A NOTE TO EVERY GIRL: DON'T FIND A BOYFRIEND WHO IS SO SMART!

The last surprise was the cake -.- He guessed it again. Oh My God.
Just hope that he really enjoyed his day. Hmm.. [ The present he guessed it. I suceeded in 2. He couldn't guess what was the other present and didn't know I was going to his house ytd morning ] Anyway, he enjoyed guessing it right. So what can I say? As long as he enjoyed it(:

After dinner. Last place was Balestier $10 K. Went to sing with Moon and Matteus. Then something stupid that is mood spoiling happened to baby ): Sadded -.- Hope you're really fine now.

Omg. And lastly, hope you really like the presents and enjoyed your day(:
Happy Birthday once again to Baby and now, Happy Birthday to 二哥 ><

Ice Skating

The prawns that he ate :D

Blueberry cheesie :D

May all your wishes come true (:

A Friday Outing (:

HEHEHE! Went to school today. E-Math-ed and then break 3 hrs then CEP-ed :D relax day. Although am having fun, common test and studies are constantly floating in my mind -.-"

Anyway, after school, sat outside LT aimlessly. -.- zz. Then in the end, our aim was to wait for XiuXian? :S XiuHong suggested that we go for bowling.

Participants: Me, JingHeng, XiuHong, AhBoon & XiuXian :D
Location: Kovan

LimXiuHong won the first match :D With a score of 60? I think. And I got 58? 53? ):
Evangeline :D won the second with a surprising score of 139! It may be nothing to those PROs la. But me eh :S How can that be. LOL! Will upload some pictures soon(:

Went to Mr JingHeng's house to fulfill my promise. Guess what's that? .............................................
WASH HIS DISGUSTING 2 SPOTS BIRD SHIT CAR!
Unfortunately, didn't join them for dinner and bought take away food to his house. Started washing right after dinner. SO DAMN DIRTY =.= haha.
Rushed back to catch 命中注定我爱你. The show starts at 10 but we reached at 10.15 ): haha.
Went home after the show at about 11.22 :D
Once again, that pig ask me to stay -.-

Time to show some love to my beddie :D Goodnight(:
Takecare(:

2nd month :D

Today is a simple day (: School: IPC test and then IPC make up lab.
After lab, took the lift down to level 2. The minute the lift door opened, baby was there :D Hehe. Wasn't suppose to meet him today as he has to go gathering with his camp mates. In the end, he still came to NYP :D So sweet of him (:

Extraordinary [: Love you(:

Thank you sweet heart for constantly being so patient with me. Really appreciate.
I don't want to ki siao again la... zzz. That's so damn annoying and ungrateful.
We're happy always and I really can't imagine myself without you in my life. Just one day without looking at you or hearing your voice is torturing ):

I know I am stupid luh. But I kept thinking. What if he just die all of a sudden? [ Please god, NO! ]
Then I will start crying.. so smart of me -.-
But I usually console myself by telling myself that " it's either one of us that is going to face this, and this is the most torturing thing that one can face. I'll do it." Not that I want him to die early...

It's stupid luh... Forget it -.-
I'm off to bathe. So tired.
Goodnight and takecare(:

DILEMA

I want to accompany baby for every meal but how to keep off the fats?
It's so shao xing to say " I'm on diet baby, you can have all? " ARGH!
Help me!!!!!!!!!!

For you, My Baby :]

ALL I WANT TO SAY IS......................................................... I LOVE BABY!
` His name is Mr SIM JING HENG.
` Famous for '' SAYING'' people!
` Has a lot of patience with me... [ thanks sweety(: ]
` Kind hearted
` IRRITATING at times -.-
` Talks ALOT!
` LOVES MWEEE ><
` Sweet talking king.
` Talk rubbish king.
` '' SHA JIAO '' KING.
` LEE XIAO LONG * ROLL EYE *
` Always wants to beat me T.T
` Seldom will say that he is tired to come all the way to Kallang or NYP just to meet uo with me(: [ LOVE YOU ] * whisper *->totally opp from me ><
` Loves to shout " WO HEN TONG KU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "
` Always giving me a package of 3 kisses. ><
` Loves to call people '' GOU ZAY. '' [Actual fact is that he is one] :D
` Once a soldier, always a soldier. Always reminding me that he is a soldier. Crazy.

ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT............

Wednesday(:

OMG OMG OMG OMG! Soooo long didn't blog. No time ): Keep doing last minute work. Damn stress. I HATE LAST MIN WORK! Got 2 Ds, a C and a B for my test -.- Stupid.

Anyway, met up with that siao Lee Xiao Long fan today after school and wanted to go IKEA for lunch. In the end, went to the big GIANT to buy ingredients to his house to cook for dinner. Lunch? He ate some sushi and then cooked at night. Haha. Baked fish and cooked CP shrimp wanton. Haha. The fish was a little tasteless but I don't know why it still tasted delicious. As usual that hao lian..... -.-
Went home after dinner and am now studying for my MS test. At plastics now xD
Good luck to those who are studying :D
Takecare(:

Soooooooo damn no time to blog nowadays -.-Sorry XiuHong. No time to blog about your bd ):
What a nice memory 23rd June.

Anyway, today's a stupid day la. A damn headache woke me up form my sleep at about 5 in the morning. 38.2 degrees!!! Got a shock and suddenly felt abit scared that I got H1N1. lol. But forturnately nothing la. Doctor sad I got throat infection. -.- But my throat isn't pain at all eh. Weird. I'm almost recovered. Poor Moon is having a fever now 38.5. Scary.

Damn Heng is damn funny today. Normally when he comes to my house, we don't giggle so much because he worry he gets blacklisted by my grandparents and then my parents will blacklist him =x LOL. But today was really irrisistable. He kept saying those funny stuff... what chapalang puseng... lol. then we played his lenovo webcam. damn funny.

[ I got angry today again ): Bad me. Sorry baby. Love you. eee..... eee... baby baby eeeeeeee.... LMAO!

HEHE. CUTE :D

ALRIGHT BABIES, LET'S GET STARTED!


Can you name 20 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 people, and be sure to tag the person who tagged you after completing it yourself. *this is a lot funnier if you actually list the names first, no cheating!

01. JingHeng
02 XiuHong
03. HuiLing
04. Daryl
05. ChengDa
06. Jerry
07. James
08. JiaWei
09. ZhengWei
10. Moon
11. AhBoon
12. KahHui
13. TongYang
14. ShaoQing
15. Jerry Seah
16. Jocelyn
17. Joseph
18. Jacqueline
19. WeiQiang
20. WeiiYeh

How did you meet 10?
When I went into poly. :D

What do you think of number 14?
A nice friend who will say that he will miss me when we go into poly. LOL. [ But seriously, he is nice (: ] PUBOR KIA!

What would you do if you had never met 6?
I will not learn so much now... ><

What would you do if 20&15 dated?
I will Laugh My Ass Off xD

If you had to marry 6 or 14,who will it be?
None! I want 1.

Did you ever like 9?
Yea. As a friend?

Have you ever seen 4 cry?
Yeap(:

Why do you like 15?
He is a very nice & devoted teacher whom I really admire(:

Would 4 and 12 make a good couple?
If they like each other? Maybe? xDDDD

Would number 1 and number 2 make a good couple?
NO! I can foresee. NO WAY! LOL!

Describe 8:
Vain :D Very talented at art. Very tall and stylish (:

Last time you saw 12?
In school about 2 weeks ago?

Fun memory with 13?
ALOT! My bestie>< IMISSTHOSETIMES!

What's 7's favourite color?
Orange? The last T-shirt I saw him wearing was orange in colour.

What would you do if you just found out that number 1 likes you?
I will ask him to be my Boyfriend xD

How do you think 19 feels about you?
Totally no idea. lol. Lame?

What language does 13 speak?
Bangala. When he laughs, his words are inaudible. lol.

Who is 2 going out with?
ME!

What is number 11's favourite music?
Jamming? AhBoon Jam Jam @#$%^&

Would you ever date 5?
In my dreams? xD

Would you ever date 1?
DEFINITELY! NOT EVER BUT FOREVER xD

Would you ever date 2?
Go out with her is a date also? If yes then of course. She is my best friend ><

Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 16?
Of course not. He is a lady and moreover, she is my bestie's GF!

Where does 18 live?
McNair opp 111 xD 112?

What do you think about 20?
Devoted.

What is the best thing about 3?
Very on! xD

What would you like to tell 16 right now?
Try and compromise and understand my dear bestie more (:

How did you meet 9?
In sec school?

What is the best and worst thing about 3?
Very on is the best thing. Keep things to herself is the worst thing? [ but sometimes it can be good too ]

How did you meet number 5?
In sec school from the same class in sec 3?

Nice outing(: [ Thursday ]

I nearly burn down the whole kitchen a sec ago. LOL! I was boiling sausages in the kitchen and I came in to use the com. It totally slipped off my mind man. When dad asked me to buy 4D and the min I stepped out of the room to get the 4D paper, I smelled the stupid smell xD Now, my hair is full of chao da smell. LMAO!

Went to my another home? mummy's home? I don't know -.- got my hair straightener, played crazy taxi awhile then went to Farm Mart.

Got a Bao, Tao Kay Noi and an Ice Cream before we start exploring the farm (:


Noob eating xD

The prawning area.


Tortoise!

The cute little Guinea Pig.

Fed the goat.


Went to Qian Hu after that because we couldn't find the goat and frog farm xD

In the end, we managed to find the goat farm but forgotten to take photos! LOL! Bought 2 bottles of goat milk for Heng's mummy and then we left the place when we realised that we can't explore the place, don't know why.

Seached for the frog farm and couldn't find. LMAO! Gave up as Heng needed to work at 6. As we were both craving for KFC, we went to the big big KFC at Stadium. Then off Ah Heng goes~~~

2 hours ago? Went for durian near my house with Heng, YueLiang, JiaZhen and Matteus because anyway, Heng parked his car and goat milk here before he went to work. HEHEHE~ Nice~! Then went home as it was too late... hehehe. Sleeping time!

Takecare people(: [ I NEED TO HAVE MOTIVATION TO STUDY! ]

Friday(:

Did some hula hoop-ing before leaving for Kallang Leisure's K-Box with Heng at? 10.08am? Sing sing sing until 3 and went somewhere [ SECRET! ] until about 4 plus and decided we should go to Heng's house to bake some cake. I've always been very interested man. Then went to Shop & Save at Tamp but in the end, decided not to do as I got a little lazy plus the picture of the cake on the box didn't really attracted me, so.....

In the end, bought some pancake flour because I suddenly feel like eating and I miss the feeling when I did pancakes with my mum when I was young. ): End up, didn't do again. LMAO! Went to play with Sammi and then out for dinner and Tamp IKEA again :D What a noob couple. LOL! [$60 Pet today -.- wtf -.- ]

I ate pasta with meat balls for dinner today! Hehehe. That noob? Fish & Chips plus Chicken Wings and Almondy Cake.

That's all for granny's story today(: Time to sleep kids(:
Takecare(:

Nothing much today. Went to work at 9am. Kind of busy at lunch hour. Quite messy orders too. Too long didn't work at lunch hours. After the long Q, this ang mo regular customer came and then I took his order. Keyed in wrong thing and got a thumbs down from him -.- Went home with no mood after looking at his nice thumb-.-

Tried to study abit today after nap hoping that I can enjoy in peace tomorrow with Heng.
Then some idiot scolded me LCB got a little angry but was okay after listening to his rubbish for awhile.

I think I am having mood swing and now [ 2:25am ] I'm having a mood swing am I?
Getting a little unreasonable. Hope it's the first and last time -.- Sorry. Heng just asked me: " Baby, do you still love me?" Feels like a thousand needles piercing through my heart. hmmm... Hope that everything will be all right later.

Takecare people(: [ Isit our first time since we were tgt that we didn't see each other at all for the whole day? ]

Wednesday(:

Wow. LOL! Today is a big day. Hahaha~!

Went to school in the morning. How stupid can I be. Mr Seah said yesterday that there will not be lessons today -.- Wasted my time due to my stupidity plus not paying attention. Junk.
Was suppose to go study with Xh today but came home in the end. Tired cum lazy to go out again.

Went for lunch with Heng at the coffee shop near my house. Ate some simple Ban Mian and asked him to my house. Too lazy to go out man. As usual, this soldier came in and talked with a man tone but soft voice which was totally not him la! Chatted in the study room and then he fell asleep after awhile for an hour. Me? Fell sleep for 15mins and came out from study room to study but failed. Woke him up for dinner and ...... [ Anyway, my grandparents were home. ]

At about 8 plus, mummy called, saying she is going to fetch my 2nd brother here for the night as he is flying to BeiJing tomorrow morning and it will be very inconvenient if he is to go Airport from Bukit Panjang.

Hahaha~! When Ah Heng heard that... Heng: " Eh, I go first~ xDDDDDD". LMAO!
But he didn't la. While waiting for my parents's and brother's arrival, he kept chanting and chanting...
Heng: " Eh.. Later you mum not happy with me, how? "
" Your brother so handsome so fit, how?"
" Later your dad scold me, how?" [ My dad is somehow against my guy friends most of the time ]

He then kept doing pumpings in the room. Different different patterns all came out. LOL!
CRAZY. Hahaha~

When mummy came, Heng talked abit with mummy and struggled to say hi to my brother. lol. Heng is just 1 day older than my brother. Haha. What a coincidence right? Dad came in later and after awhile, Heng went home as he'd to work long hours tomorrow.

I feel so happy! They finally met each other!

1st: I was shock is when mum asked Heng quite a number of questions which normally will not happen?
2nd: Dad: " Now got computer and internet already la huh. Don't need to care about us. "
Mum: " Not only that la..... Now still got BF." [ Instant shock! I didn't expect mum to say such things infront of my Dad. ]

Overall, nice day(:
Takecare(:

TUESDAY(:

Went to school to help Mr Seah again :D After that, Ah Heng fetched me to his house to look for Sammi! I miss Sammi la, but when I reached, I saw GirlGirl [ his cousin's dog ] she was like following me whereas that Sammi kept barking.. ARGH! GirlGirl so Guai! hehehe. So cute :D Played and played with the dog...

My eye T.T


Sammi hiding below.


GirlGirl

Went to Tampines 1 finally. Haha. Was excitied when Heng said he wanted to bring me there. But when we reached, I was not as happy as I thought I would be. Then, felt like eating Sakae dinner buffet and walked to Century Square =.= THEY DON'T HAVE DINNER BUFFET! We then decided to go to Cold Storage at T1 to get some sushi. Heng had a plan.

#1. Get some sushi.
#2. Go to East Coast and eat them in the car.
#3. Go eat at the food centre at East Coast.

After paying to the stupid cashier who gave this confident look but was actually very nervous, we headed to East Coast-.- Realising that she didn't give us the sanitizer we bought! [$2.50!] SUCK SHIT! ... Went to get Stingray and Satay from the food centre before we start the food feast.

MY favourite :D

Ate both of this and feel that it's really too troublesome xD and the vendor didn't give us chopstick. So we headed back to my house and got chopsticks to finish up the food at my void deck :DForgotten to takea picture of that Mutton Satay :DDDD

That's all for Tuesday><

MONDAY (:

Went to school to help Mr Seah today >< Finished at 12.30pm and then went to KFC for lunch :D
Manager called " Evan, can you work today?" So I went home and got ready to meet Ah Heng to makan then to work :D I worked from 6-10. Haha! Relax man. hehe.

Ah Heng insisted to fetch me home because he was worried that I got raped xDDDDDDDDDDDDD
We then went for dinner at Yassin :D
End of day xD

DAMN FREAKING QUARREL! F OFF!

Since 11 plus, I've not been in a good mood. F shit! At work, I suddenly thought of something that I forgotten to ask mum to check for me, so called her. When she picked up the phone, she started giving me attitude and after talking to her for awhile, I realised that she was angry that I came back late yesterday. As usual [ Aaaa... I'm working. Ttyl ] Then I continued working. My mood was totally gone after I heard the tone she used to talk to me...

Was supposed to go meet up with Mr Seah and people for discussion but in the end, I totally did not have the mood to go plus work extended and like 1 week didn't see her so decided not to go.

When I was working, I kept thinking through my acts and finally realised that it was my fault, so, I took the initiative to apologise and even explained what happened. [ It's like don't know how long since I said sorry to her. Except when I stepped on her or something. ] BUT! She did not accept it and still said ' does that got anything to do with you? ' WTF! There are more but I deleted ALL of them!

Now, she just called me and said that she wants to clarify what I wrote in my sms but it seemed as if she is explaining and not clarifying! Kept peng wei [ twisting what she said ] TMD! ' I WON'T MIND IF YOU GO OUT BUT NOT UNTIL SO LATE!!!~! YAYAYA~! YOU AND YOUR BULL SHIT!

TODAY JUST SUCK! [ I really want to post about ytd but totally no mood and can't bring out the joy -.- ]

Finally! Called mummy this morning and got the key to why grandma kept nagging at me these few days for nothing. -.- So petty of her. Shall not say. Hope she will recover soon -.-

Started off my day talking to mummy (: HAPPY! :D Stepped out of house at 8.30am to Old Kallang Airport for breakfast with my Heng. Ate a mini Gu Cai Kuay, Sun Kuay, Mushroom Kuay and a toast bread. NICE! :D I just realised that this is the first time we ate at hawker centre together xD Omg. Really must save le =.= [ This is the first time I have a boyfriend who sincerely cared whether I have enough money to spend or not. This silly secretly stuffed $20 into my wallet today when I already had $10 which was more then enough. Anyway, I really appreciate it my dear. Muacks xD ]

Heng then fetched me to school. Was suppose to meet KahHui and XiuXian at 10am in the library for self study... but they reached at 11am! Heng accompanied me to study. I studied, he slept. That pork drooled on my cardigan. [ I coincidentally sniffed that saliva smell when I was having MS lecture just now :D ]

Heng left NYP at 1pm. Since morning, I was nervous for my MS test -.- Finally, it's over! hehehe. Got 11/12. But kind of tyco la. Not really proud of it anyway.

Hmm... Mummy just called me and is very disappointed. She found out that 2nd Brother is smoking ): Just explained a lot to her. Hmm.. Hope she understands and will not take it too hard.

Anyway, I'm going to nap(:
Takecare(:

Today's CEP sure fail! If I don't fail, I jump down from level 4 tutorial room. And if KahYan don't fail, she will marry me. LMAO! I'm already stucked at 1B. WTF! I really don't want to disappoint Mr Ng ): Sorry. Hmm...

Anyway, PD was fun today. We were given a choice to choose an assignment between making a bridge and acting a skit. The skits were damn funny. There were 4 I think. The first one by Aloysius's group [ I hope i didn't spell your name wrongly ] was already damn hillarious :D The best and funniest was taufik's group where they came out with a video taken at botanical garden. LOL! Everyone Laughed Out Loud! LOL! Even miss Jenny was laughing like hell. hahaha~ As for our group, we were of course lazy and did the bridge. haha. It can take up to 10 cans of drinks and a laptop. I believe it can take more but we didn't try. Hehehe.

Aloysius's group :D

Taufik's group xD

Our beautiful bridge ><

School ended at 3. Heng came to school to meet me ): First time taking MRT to NYP ): So far! Tamp to YCK! Thanks my dear. Then we took a train together with Yvonne [ XiuHong ]. LOL! Yvonne was damn funny. Don't know how to discribe. Hahaha. Stupid Yvonne & Heng arguing @#%&*&% LOL! Heng and I then dropped off at Bugis for lunch. Went to this HK restaurant. Don't know the restaurant's name :D My first time treating Heng! Hehehe!

My Yuan Yang :D NICE~!

Bake Rice(:

Noob's 出前一丁 =.="

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After lunch, Heng didn't feel well ): Asked him not to work but his stupid chef did not allow him to! @#$%^&*(*&^%$#$%^&*&^%$#$%^&* BLOODY CHEF!!!! YOU SUCK! My poor boy then went to work ): Still working now... Just received his sms that he is feeling better(: Hopefully after pooing, he will be all right(:

All right(: I shall go study(: Tomorrow MS test =.=
Take care people(:

School again =.= So tired today -.- Did nothing during the 3 hrs break! ARGH!

Heng came to school to fetch me and Moony Boi xD LOL! Went to his house and he cooked for me. Teehee. Pay back what he owed me on sat xD Nice man! He really can cook. But this noob did something quite cute and funny. Shall protect your pride xD [ Spaghetti... Rmb? xD ]

Ate and fell asleep. Wahaha~! Fats don't grow please :D Reached home at 8 with something bothering me ): HAIYA!

That's all for today (: CEP test on Wednesday -.- Study! [ Sure die -.- ]

Takecare people (:

Sunday(:

Worked at 9am again =.= But I shortened the time to 12 instead of 2. hehehe. JingHeng came to meet me after work again>< Then we went to Fish & co. for lunch and then headed to Bedok to look for the warehouse which had very cheap CDs. Omg! Real cheap. They have disc at the price of $2 onwards but all are kind of old. In the end, Heng got himself a Zhou Xing Chi show xD, Tony Jaaaaa? and Doraemon CD set. hehehe. all together $17! CHEAP!

Chiong-ed to a mac nearby after that to study. Had difficulty concentrating but Heng keep " study la you!" Awhile more, I managed to stay focus and gained my study mood :D But anyway, read abit only.

Went to his house to pass his sister some internet thingy at 6 plus and then went for dinner at IKEA Tampines >< hahaha. I asked him to share meatballs with me xD Not realising that it is beef xDD [ Sim Jing Heng is in the anti-beef association. For guan yin ma's sake. ]

Last destination! Haha. Heng brought me to Pasir Ris, prawn/fish pond to take a look. Haha! Looks nice. hehehe. Prawning catching! Woooo~! Ah Heng is telling me he has breast drainage [ Ru Gou ] whatever it is called. >< Funny pig~!

Saturday(:

Headed to work at 9am. Woke up late -.- Took a taxi and 1 hr pay gone -.-

Ah Heng came to look for me at work place and we headed toChangi Airport. lol.
Wanted to study but didn't have the mood again -.- Then, went to supermarket to get ingredients as he said he wants to cook for me but in the end, we ended up talking in the room. Landed at Changi Village for dinner ><

Reached home at 12 plus and got nagged. Wahaha! IRRITATING! LOL!

That's all(: I'm too tired to continue typing =.= GOODNIGHT(:

Friday(:

My best boyfriend drove me to school today! Weeeheeeheee~! Stayed in NYP for 3 hrs just to wait for us to have lunch together. WEIDA! hahaha.

Hear Moon cocked again -.- damn funny xD Cheated Clara that he was from Indonesia :D
damn funny.

Took photos with Charmaine and some others in lecture theatre/lab. hahaha.

Amin [ sorry if I spelled wrongly >< ] SO CUTE!

LT-Q2 EXIT :D

News reporters ><

Saw Tamil Selvi along the way to MRT ><

Watched dance subaru! OMG! Make me feel like going back to ballet. OMG! My point shoes! ARGH! The show was kind of nice but I am more of attracted to the performances than the story. :D

Lastly! I finally bought my bag! hehehe.

See you!

Thursday(:

Accompanied Jing Heng to Dohby Ghaut for dinner at Mac then walked walked around and went home ><

This is all I remember for Thursday :D

Wednesday(:

First drawing flower from my handsome bf >< [ tuesday ]


2nd, Wednesday.

I know you tried your best sweety (: ILY. 0238030609(:

Exhausted =.= Just finished jogging and hula hoop-ing. WATAH WATAH WATAH~! Stopped exercising for too long man. Feel dizzy and body aching after 10 mins of jogging ): Anyway, I defeated laziness once again. CONGRATS to me!

Today was kind of slack. Got an A for my MS test! YAY! But IPC -.- Please! I don't want a D or an F ): I revised! Moon was kind of funny in the canteen today. [ Actually, it's almost eveyryday ] Laughed like hell. LOL! And for lab! WAHA! Don't have to do lab report for this weeks lab! WAHOoooooo~!

All right! Got to go wash up and study! (:

HAPPY BIRHTDAY DADDY! :D

Chatted on the phone with dog cum pig cum giraffe from 3am to 9 plus am. New time slot :D
I finally found someone so hilarious and can talk so long without feeling tired. Not only hilarious but it's throughout the whole conversation. So hyper and he really kept me entertained throughout. If not only we have to go out in the afternoon, we could have chatted longer. LOL! Average laughter 5x/hr. LOL!


Woke up at 12.33 pm. Haha. Everything was as per normal until brother came to tell me something funny. LOL!

Brother: " Eh, mei. Yesterday Jamie(my dog) vomitted." HAHAHAHAHA!

Me: " Huh?! Why? You still laugh! What happened?!"

Brother: " I think she went to eat the plants in the balcony. When I walked near her, I wondered
why she didn't come jumping on me. She was so quiet and then after awhile, she started doing some belly dancing and then vomitted. "

I was blurr for 3 sec and burst into laughter. Because normally when Jamie wants to vomit, she will have some movements in her stomach and brother said it was belly dancing. Plus, Jamie was so stupid to eat those plants planted by my mum in the balcony. She vomitted 3 times! GREEN GREEN~ hahaha.

After that, took a family photo together which we didn't take for a long long time.

Kor Kor not around ):

Went to Sim Lim and got screen protector for my laptop and a printer (:
Somehow, everyone got restless by the time we reached Marina Square =.= [BORING]
I got cranky when I saw them like that but recovered when brother told me that belly dancing thingy again when we were eating [ Gui Ling Gao ] lol. GROSS! And another joke!

Brother: " You know I got a friend who had this dog. First day when he got the dog, he fed his dog and it looked so hungry. So friend fed it with a lot of food. The next day. Dog lay flat on the floor. So friend's dad called the vet."

Vet: " I cannot help it." [ DEAD ]

HAHAHAHAHA! How stupid! I pity the dog man. LOL.


Some photos taken with mummy (:

THE END! (:

WATAH~! Went to work today. Boring~ Don't know why. Plus that Theressa -.- Eva! Customer~ Eva! Help me key~ Eva one cheese take away~ Eva.........! How many times have I said I am not EVA! And come on, I have eyes! I'm not your dog! ARGH~! And I think store should stay staff-less. Those people there deserve to work like ants -.- Stop talking and work. Maybe you can do more things. -.-

Went back home after that and everything went back to normal. [ Home Sweet Home ] HAHAHA! Disturbed my mummy with something sensetive that she kept denying. CONFIDENTIAL. LOL! It's damn funny. Anyone interested? call me lor? :D

Okay, i'm getting long winded again. haha. Muacks~ BYE~!

I fell asleep last night again ): Sorry is no use now. I shall prove it! lol. but still, SORRY!

Today's test. hahaha. Still all right la uh. CEP was kind of understandable too ><
Went to chomp chomp with those FUN FUN FUNNY people for dinner then to ah boon's house><

JingHeng wants to ^^V but feels gay xD

Takecare(:

Today is a boring day at school! Don't know why but just boring ): Plus tired! Sorry that i fell asleep again >< hahaha. I shall not try to stay up and then fall asleep again because it is worse like that. lol. Tomorrow got E-math test -.- Boring -.- But nvm. Just an hour! hehehe.

I'm so looking forward to tomorrow. Great Singapore Sales! Weeee~

): Got a cut from my bag on my right index finger this morning. PAIN! Don't even know how the hell it actually cut my hand. -.- After E-math, when I was about to leave the lecture theater, my bag snapped! Wth. Crap man. [ Maybe JingHeng crapped too much. LMAO. ] So I carried my bag in a way that it is so heavy -.- Was supposed to go for that 3.5 hrs presentation skills workshop but didn't go because I was too tired + Yvonne kept psycho-ing me. LOL!

Took some photos with bear. OMG. And I feel so much like hugging him la but I managed resist the temptation :D He said " lucky you don't have a boyfriend, or not your bf will definitely whack me ". LOL.

Bear is so touched :D

Hmm.. Was so busy the last 2 days with the tests -.- Finally, I'm having some free time! Omg. So tired. IPC test today. hahaha. Straight away lost 14 marks. Stupid me. 5 marks for balancing equation eh. wth. Anyway, it's over. Tomorrow is another long long day. -.- Friday another E-math test. -.-

I just don't understand. Why is it that elderlies are always right? ARGH!!!

:DDD Worked at 9am today. hehehe. FUN! Saw a .... dead, rotting and damn freaking smelly... That's all i can say. Or not there will be another person who's going to write in to the newspapers xD Work was abit sucky at first as I was the only one serving customers cum bar cum cashier -.- but was all right after that. Super happy that it feels as if he was replying so fast today ><

I'm going for some grandma made dumplings now! See if there is anything I can blog about again later(:

The dumplings were nice! Potatos were even nicer! hehehe.

Friday(:

OMG! It's Friday once again. Was supposed to go for revision with Yvonne and again, we went out. Went to suntec to hunt for sport shoes and again, I'm undecisive on whether to get NIKE or ADIDAS =.=

CAMWHORE

In the end, we got too hungry and went for dinner at JUST NOODLES. LOL!

ROOT BEER FLOAT :D

Met up with Moon, Ah Boon, and Mattheus plus 2 new friends, Jing Heng [the so called ' lambo '] and hahaha i forgotten his name again xD SORRY! ( I know that I need to remember his name! Sorry to disappoint you Ms Jenny ): ) Ya... and now I realised that most of Moon's friends cannot be trusted. LOL!

Went home when the guys wanted to watch movie because still have to work tomorrow plus Mum will start to irritate/bullshit with me -.-

All right. Time to hit the bed(: ' Sleep early! ' , you said(:

mm.. Today is a slack day. Went to school at 12 for E-math which I did almost nothing throughout the whole lesson & followed by Semestral Project which lasted for 1 hr instead of 2. We played this fun game were we had to first buy our resourses e.g paper, pencil, pen, etc. on credit. LOL! And then make as many paper aeroplanes as possible within 5 min. These paper aeroplanes made must be able to fly across a given distance. Hung Khiang the aeroplane designer designed one that was perfect! hehehe. In the end, we made 19 and we managed to get 12 across >< If i'm not wrong, we came in 2nd? Stupid cockstyle, moon and gang got first! END OF SCHOOL! weee~

Dad came to school to fetch me and then we headed to Sim Lim=B.O.R.I.N.G! Walked for like 1 plus hr and bought nothing as usual. On the way there, saw this ang mo whom I think, had no legs): so sad): Especially when they always give me the impression that they are so super out going. hmmm.

Overall, today was a happy day. Happy that I went out with dad after so long(:
Except, still feeling sad about somethings):
All right, I'm going to buy MILK ><
Muacks, byebye!

It's 1 month in NYP(:

eeeeeee~ I finally exercised! Congratulate me! I ran for 10 min at the roof of the car park just opposite my house and hula hoop-ed for 5 min. And and and.... grandma asked me for help with her aching and stiff shoulders. So, MS JENNY! Is massaging an exercise as well? I'm feeling very thirsty now -.-

Today, sat with Yvonne during E-Math and Personal Development! It's been so long since I crapped with her during lessons la. Laughing like machiam some ' lorry breaking '. :D
Seriously, I enjoy PD lessons! Ms Jenny! Although I talk a lot but I really learned a lot as well (: Thanks!

Okay. I think i have ran out of topics ><
[helpless ):]

I've always wanted to create a blog but worried that I will be too lazy to update it. Now that I've created it, I feel so enthu and happy! Wooooo~ Thanks to Ms Jenny and whoever whom wanted us to create this blog as a project for Personal Development!